It is so hard to be a better person. I can hardly control my anger and i always vent it out on people around me, when things dont go my way i'd either throw a tantrum or complain. I am not saying that i'm spoilt but its just that i hate it when things go wrong or unpleasant. On top of that being the always fierce and vulgar girl, thats my nature i cant help it. It is almost impossible to be like those ladylike girls who can maintain their image. Ah hell im not even close to being a girl. Sometimes i wish i could just be all petite and sweet, but what to do the truth is just right smack in front of me. argh. Im that kind of idiotic girl that barely knows things, insensitive. Finding 101 faults in myself and i dont know how my friends stands me cause i know my parents cant.
Anyways i'm feeling pretty much crappy due to the dream i had during the 2 hours nap.
It felt so real and i almost thought it was true.
Dont think those type of happiness will be knocking in front of my door any soon,
since all i have is a mountain pile of work to be rushed
Timeline : 7 more weeks
Happy pictures to keep me going
Qt Jayden winking at me the moment i took our my camera!!
Look at his cheeky faces, i miss him already ):
This boy brings pampering to a whole new level,
everyone loathes him with love and kisses all over.
Carrying him for half an hour will wear me straight out
but i would do it anything for this naughty kid.
有些愛 越想抽離卻越更清晰 那最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡